College life

Who could imagine college life to be this way ? First week itself I have tons of assignment haha
And there i was thinking that college life will be easy breezy like the wind. Argh now I'm quite stress as the date line is sooner than I thought =X


Basically first day of college is just like high school all  over again.New surroundings.New faces.Unknown faces =S  which make me feel really lost . I wanna make the first move to make friends but I was too shy to do so.People in here does look scary in an timidating way.(or maybe I'm just thinking too much).Coming to taylors wasnt really my first choice as I heard tht people with a full wallet enrolls here.I'm a person who has a wallet which is half full.My fingers was crossed the entire time I was there.And for those people who dont know Taylor http://www.taylors.edu.my/en/university/about_taylors/campuses/taylors_university_lakeside_campus (which is really impossible for you guys to not know about it).Anyway I was so nervous as I step foot there at the campus.So there I was. Taylor lakeside's Campus.


Wow.Mesmerizing.

As the sun shine on me, I began my first step here.*dramatic music and wind blowing through*
haha alright maybe in the beginning wasnt that dramatic but still my leg was shaking as I was really nervous.


In my head I was thinking
''Do I look alright ? Do my clothes match ? Do I stand out ? IS my hair messy ? Where The heck is the cafeteria?'' Gosh, I'm hungry.


What ? If I'm gonna spend my 4 years here I might as well check out the food here.I'm not starve myself if the food here is bad.Anyway a place with good food is a great place to be at anytime in my life =D  And I thought my day would start out good with a meal at the cafeteria. My  gosh, I was so wrong.I look at the dishes that the other students has ordered.Its looks very expensive to me. Imagine i have never seen starbucks, old town, subway ect. for almost everyday when I'm in college. the cheapest food I can get there is nasi lemak that cost RM2. But still i prefer subway than anything else.


By the way , did I mention that it was orientation week ? *smack on the head* Of course, you guys couldnt have guess it.Every college has orientation first.If there is such without it first, let me know. =D 
So there I was on the way to the hall where the orientation held. Woah, when i open the door of the hall, the hall was full of humans.Majority of them was unfamiliar peoples.


But THANK GOD! there are some familiar faces. These humans are mortals from my Previous High school.Weee~ at least i dont look like someone who's outcasted; loner ;pathetic person. I even took this chance to catch up with some of them.Apparently I'm the only one in mass communication.Sigh Once again it means I have to find some mates to talk with and hang around with. Hopefully I find someone I can social with well =X


Its was so awkward.Even tho, I met some highschool mates, I still feel lonely in some way.I felt really lost.My god, my eyes was hurting in a way.There was some much bling bling.I mean literally,  people theres has branded stuff all over them.Like Nike shoes,an ipad on the left hand , an iphone on the right hand , a macbook in the bag, silver bracelet and etc.
Ouch! i feel so nakeed =S The only branded stuff I had is an iphone =O My my I do envy them very much. Ahhh who cares, I am who I am.I 'm here to study and work my best to fulfil my future and the needs of my family. I think I can handle it and i will .HAHAHAH




But damn it  I do feel like little mermaid out in the human world unable to speak in the fairytale =X